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Gloomy day for unknown reasons

hi all.. after for so long, sekarang baru rasa nak update my blog.. ughh... harini rasa sangat moody.. not the usual me.. even my friends also notice this.. i pun x paham nape harini rasa moody and feel like writing something.. I think the reason for me being like this is because I'm literally down and the energy in me is decreasing day by day. Now all I can say is that part of the cause is that my unthinkable bf seems to ignore me as much as he could. And to add more spice into this, he backed up his ex-gf rather than me! can u believe it!! a sad story it is. but i know most people would say that i am the one that is stupid enough to keep waiting for him like a fool. Truth to be told, I had enough! I had enough of this waiting kinda things and just dont want to care about anything anymore. Let me be me and let everything be.. No fun when you know ur bf's ex couldn't let him go and kept pestering him. If I were to involve, I will be the one who receive the wrath. Okay. Now I'm mad! What do you think I should do? I cant think anymore as my head now is full of everything that needs me to take a good thinking.. I need to get out of this. Okay, I'm shutting up now. Bye. 0 comments

Sazzanida Solemnization & Reception

Hi all.... dah lama saye x tulis blog ni ye...setelah sekian lama, ini entry yg terbaru saya... owh terharunya... Semalam, (11/11/12) saya telah menghadiri majlis resepsi KAWAN BAIK saya, Sazzanida & suami, Amir Aizzat. Hurm.. dulu, kenal Saz ni masa skolah kat MRSM Transkrian, Nibong Tebal, Penang... mana gambar2 skolah ek? ntahla, saya pn lupa nak search dulu... tape2, nnt saye edit la balik post ni kalau da jumpe pic2 lama dulu... Well, before this, it was by BEST FRIEND, Mrs Athiera yg kawen... waw...such an experience dimana untuk kedua2 majlis resepsi, sy yg jadi pengapitnye... thanks my dearests coz soh aku jadi maid of honour..such an honour for both of my BEST OF FRIENDS EVER!!! Haha...over plak... Pengalaman? Wah, kalau dulu, peningkan xdapat cuti utk wedding Thiera, Alhamdulillah, Allah is the Greatest Planner.. Aku dpt keja kat UUM, Sintok, Just before their weddings... maka dgn itu, dapatlah coti n pergi ke wedding dorg.. So, let me tell you the story with Saz's wedding experience first.. At first, I went to Saz solemnization ceremony.. At a mosque near her house. Tapi yg lawaknya, saya bertolak dari Merbok sket punya awal...dalam pkol 12.30pm... dah sampai dah exit Alor Setar Utara, tapi sesat jugak rupanya! 0 comments

the broken ulna & dislocated elbow...

sad isn't it? gotta hate myself for breaking my own arm...but well, no one knows what's gonna happen.. no bad feeling at all that day that gave me any hint of the bad thing that was gonna happen to me that very day..

This picture was after almost 30-40 minutes waiting for an ambulance to fetch me up and send me to the nearest hospital...luckily, it was no longer than that...phhheewwhh...

I was very frustrated from one of the staff in Sunway Pyramid that easily pick up my broken arm and then quickly release my hand after I screamed my heart out...well, hell yeah! It hurts like hell!! Felt like cursing & stabbing that freak with a knife (well, but im not a psycho!)..





This picture was before from my unfortunate fall.. Was so happy after a long time no entertainment...



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Part time...



Wah...percaya tak korang...?? aku kerja part time as an extra...hehehe... aku start jadik extra neh sejak bulan ni lerrr... saje xda keja.. dah 2 bulan dah aku jobless.. jadi alang2 dah dpt wat part time, buat sajalah... xsangka aku nak try buat benda2 gila macamni..

Ha... tgk tu, aku amek gambar ngan Nora Danish!!! She is the BEST taw.. sporting gile.. npk dia pnat, tp dia gagahkan diri jugak amek gambaw ngan peminat.. comeyl siottt... haha..

Nak tgk gambaw laen plak?? adeeeee.... musti la aku amek gambaw ngn artis lain gak.. Haha... maw tak excited.. dah la wat kerja gila.. xpenah terlintas kat otak aku nak jadi mak pacak pn..tapi tgkla, skg dah officially reg utk jadi mak pacak...hurm...jadila labu.. dari dok goyang kaki je...

Brother Lando plak, sesaje datang ke set...mgkin jumpa ngan direktor ke hape.. sian dia.. eksiden baru2 ni.. tp sporting gak yg neh.. Hurm.. he is so selamber-der.. bz btoi aku dok amek gambaw mase nih.. pluang dah ada depan mata, jgn la lepaskan.. btol x? Brother Zahiril pn ade gak.. tp payah sket nak amek gambo ngan dia.. dia asek bz...xkan nak kaco time tgh bz.. bila dia free, aku plak ada kat tmpat laen...but not to worry...ada rezeki, buleh je amek lain kali...


Yg sowg lagi neh, aku pgil brother Flawless.... korang kena tgk lu! memang flawless...!! aku yg pmpn ni pn x ley tanding ngan kulit dia...bersih, putih, licin, xde jerawat or parut langsung.. nak kate mekap, huih, dah tgk dari jarak dekat..den cakap awal2, xdo! hahaha... thumbs up kat brother flawless coz dia ni jenis yg pendiam, tp rupe2nye, sporting jugak.. hehehe..maklumlah...org baru nak naik kena la sporting....kan bro?~~~ ahaks.. jgn marah..

Baru aku tau, keja jadi plakon ni bukan la senang. npk mcm best n rileks, tp dorg la yg paling dasat skali x cukup tdo.. Kalau yg baru nak mula jadi artis, SABAQ kena tinggi melangit.. kalau x, jgn harapla.. jadi plakon main ngan masa. Masa rasa mcm terbuang mcmtu je.. tp once dah terkenal, masa 24 jam tu xckup kot...tido tu x pyah ckp la.. korban slalu. sbb tu artis slalu kena jaga tdo, makan n kshtn spya slalu npk segar. Kalau x, sape nak pgil artis yg slalu npk letey. memang la pakai mekap, tp kalau dah letey, mcmna nak 'feel' skrip..

Ewahh...melalut npk...Kiah Propa pn xda melalut mcm aku ni.. so, sbg menghiasi blog haku neh, aku ada la uploadkan serba sedikit gambo2 yg menarik... (walaupn korg rasa xda la menarik mana, tp...ada aku kesah? Hehehehe)
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TRANSLATION MALAY-ENGLISH, ENGLISH-MALAY

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My Dear SUPERNOVA


Soooo sad... my dear 'supernova' has already broken.. the screen kept blacking out all of a sudden.. now i'm thinking of buying a new handphone... the problem is that i'm confused to choose between three phones... The iPhone 3Gs, Sony Vivaz or the Blackberry Bold... Hurm.. for some people it's easier to choose because they have plenty of green papers..for me, it may cost me my two months salary or more.. What is most important for me is that both the Apple iPhone and Sony Vivaz has the thing that I like the most! A very good camera and space together with a good quality of sound. Now the Blackberry only stands in between because it has the BBM~BlackBerry Message.. An application where only Blackberry owners can communicate with each other FOC..



However...all of these phones costs more than RM1000.00. To match up things, I'm a person that lo0oooves to take pictures but at the same time a very clumsy girl. I always dropped my phone on the floor.. Both the Apple and Vivaz are very delicate..once dropped, it may broke.. Phheww...what a tough decision to make. The first choice would be Apple but I must bind a contract whether with Maxis or DiGi to get a cheaper price. I can't use post-paid because I'll use it more than I need. So, again..this is a tough choice. If I got money, I'll but all three... hehee.. so greedy I know...but I can't help it! XD

Well....I think I will have to think about it through and through because this time it really involves big money and at the same time got all tied-up with essential things to pay every month... I wish that next month I will be getting more salary and I really need to perform.. You go Girl! 1 comments

The day that we should celebrate...


this is the picture of my sister and my mom 3 years back.. today is her birthday and i feel so sad because after all these years, I only wished her happy birthday... Today, she's no more... All that I can give her is only prayers... Pray to Allah that He will forgive all her sins...

I was so lucky to get her as my mother... If I were to choose my own mother, I would choose her each and everytime... :((

Memang betul apa yg orang selalu perkatakan, bila ada depan mata, kita selalu terlupa akan kehadirannya, bila dah tiada baru terasa kehilangan..... I missed her so much now.. Until now I still dream of her.. It felt like, she is still here, never been anywhere but here..And every time I dream of her, I feel like she is still alive and God has given me a second chance by giving my mother's life back...

Antara perkara yg paling buat aku sedih, aku jarang sekali amek gambar dgn dia.. Sebab dia pn x suka amek gambar.. at least aku ada la jugak nak tgk album ke ape ke... malangnya ini adalah antara beberapa keping gambar sahaja yg aku ada...

Tiap kali aku tgk gambar ni, air mata mesti x akan berhenti... sentiasa mencurah keluar...x dapat nak tahan.... I missed everything about her... I missed her voice, her nags, her cookings and everything about her... Paling seksa, bila aku tengok mak long aku... mak long aku rupa dia sebijik macam mak aku... satu2nya kakak mak aku yg rupa nak sama... sedih tau... Aku tau, x patut aku slalu sedih teringatkan arwah..tp apakan daya... aku kira anak manja mak aku la jugak... malam dia pergi, sepanjang malam aku menangis...

Harapan aku, satu hari nanti, kami akan dipertemukan semula di akhirat sana... Mak.. sesungguhnya anakmu ini sungguh merinduimu... Ampunkan segala salah kakak yg pernah buat hati mak terluka... :'(( x mungkin kakak dapat mencari pengganti sehebat mak...

**semoga roh arwah dicucuri rahmat Allah sentiasa hendaknya... Al Fatihah... 0 comments