this is the picture of my sister and my mom 3 years back.. today is her birthday and i feel so sad because after all these years, I only wished her happy birthday... Today, she's no more... All that I can give her is only prayers... Pray to Allah that He will forgive all her sins...
I was so lucky to get her as my mother... If I were to choose my own mother, I would choose her each and everytime... :((
Memang betul apa yg orang selalu perkatakan, bila ada depan mata, kita selalu terlupa akan kehadirannya, bila dah tiada baru terasa kehilangan..... I missed her so much now.. Until now I still dream of her.. It felt like, she is still here, never been anywhere but here..And every time I dream of her, I feel like she is still alive and God has given me a second chance by giving my mother's life back...
Antara perkara yg paling buat aku sedih, aku jarang sekali amek gambar dgn dia.. Sebab dia pn x suka amek gambar.. at least aku ada la jugak nak tgk album ke ape ke... malangnya ini adalah antara beberapa keping gambar sahaja yg aku ada...
Tiap kali aku tgk gambar ni, air mata mesti x akan berhenti... sentiasa mencurah keluar...x dapat nak tahan.... I missed everything about her... I missed her voice, her nags, her cookings and everything about her... Paling seksa, bila aku tengok mak long aku... mak long aku rupa dia sebijik macam mak aku... satu2nya kakak mak aku yg rupa nak sama... sedih tau... Aku tau, x patut aku slalu sedih teringatkan arwah..tp apakan daya... aku kira anak manja mak aku la jugak... malam dia pergi, sepanjang malam aku menangis...
Harapan aku, satu hari nanti, kami akan dipertemukan semula di akhirat sana... Mak.. sesungguhnya anakmu ini sungguh merinduimu... Ampunkan segala salah kakak yg pernah buat hati mak terluka... :'(( x mungkin kakak dapat mencari pengganti sehebat mak...
**semoga roh arwah dicucuri rahmat Allah sentiasa hendaknya... Al Fatihah... 0 comments
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